Brandano

welcome to UB

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 21:55:13 GMT

"so this girl, right, she's running for freshman class president or something, and she came up to me and asked me if i'd sign her piece of paper. so i was like 'yeah! sure i'll do it!' and she told me it was in her room which means that i'd have to go there to sign it later on. but then we got wasted." -andy

sweEeEeEeEeEet.

Fri, 23 Sep 2005 16:53:11 GMT

"update your journal, faggot" -john emilian III

well, i'm in bridgeport. it's ok now, i'm used to it, but everyone here kinda hates it and that's why we get along so well. i think i'm transferring next year somewhere in MA so it's cheaper and closer to home, cause it costs me a lot to get home from here. anyways, this is dedicated to john. good looks.

gunther where are you going!

Wed, 24 Aug 2005 00:54:22 GMT

hey it's brandon. i haven't written in a long time, and we're pretty bored (me and heather) so we're gonna write for you and stuff. we're watching friends right now on TBS and writing in this, obviously, and playing TFC and google searching and stuff. i think we're waiting for mat and tim to call us back they are doing something, i dunno what. anyways...i've been good. i leave on saturday for bridgeport connecticut, and that's in 5 days. i got jeans today for the first time since middle school i think, they are nice but kind of restricting, at least i think so anyways.
Hey it's Heather, Brandon looks very nice in jeans. He looks a lot older I think. I sure will miss that bastard when he is gone. I dont leave for another week after him and most people go. I have most of my stuff packed, but I just need to buy some more clothes before I go. Friends is pretty sweet. It's my favorite show and I think Brandon is actually getting pretty into it. Anyway, I dont know what we are going to be doing this evening, but I hope that it's a lot of fun. Alright I think I'll pass it off to Brandon now. Here he is to save the day!!!
hey it's me again (brandon, that is). well i can't really think of anything to write. oh i quit party city not too long ago, it was kinda weird but i'm kinda glad i don't work there anymore. it was getting kind of weird and i hated going there, just cause the work was getting stupid and everyone was leaving. so now i just sorta sit around and chill and wait to go to school. i got this sweet laptop that i'm writing on right now, and i recently got half life back so i've been playing that a ton. pretty much all day. i also got poison ivy which i never had before and i wish i never get again. i didn't even have it that bad really but it was still so fuckin annoying and i couldn't sleep a lot, but now i take this pill 10 (yes, ten) times a day and it seems to be working very well. friends is getting sad by the way. anyways, i just ate some good chicken parm and some strawberries and cheese and crackers and stuff. so yeah i think that's about it. this summer was good, i had fun, and i'll probably never write in this again just cause i'll probably forget about it. so umm, thanks for reading. seeya later
and the new 311 CD is sweet. i like it. seeya -b-ya
BYE AGAIN!!! I LOVE YOU!!! -Heather

i dunno....zombie?

Wed, 15 Jun 2005 05:47:28 GMT

well it's me and dana, once again. we're just takin' a break from the lanning, and we needed to stay awake! here are some things we think are cool.

here's what we're playing:

this is some guy, his name is Mr. Cool:

Klar, dass Recht hat, jetzt reden mich und dana auf Deutsch. wahrscheinlich schlechtes Deutsch, aber wir sorgen uns nicht. hier ist einige mehr Bilder:

vor, wir spielten TFC und den wir vollständig besaßen, es war Ehrfurcht gebietend. ich "wurde gedient und WURDE GEDIENT!" und dana war munky. wir haben 2 Runden in einer Reihe, dann schließlich wir haben verloren gewonnen. alles in allem es ist ein gutes Lan, damit weit. ich mich wundere, was wir machen morgen.

damn we're weird. happy day

Mystery Creature - OoOoOoOoOoOo -Dana

Thu, 12 May 2005 13:32:16 GMT

Hello! Salut! Dana and I have brought you the greatest mystery ever. We're sitting in MS Office, playing some review game or whatever (bullshit), so we give you... the mystery creatureeee!! OoOooOoOoo -dana

whoever can guess what the picture is of is the champion of butts, says dana. also, you get a high five and maybe a pat on the back or something. just guess what it is.

we'll bring you more later.

and you have to give the creature a name

Tue, 15 Feb 2005 14:50:45 GMT

so we're in....MS office. dana is still a fagget....jim's up front, i can see him. Jim is looking at his computer screen, like a faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaabulous kid, and some kid is screaming NICK NICK! i am going to the library today, are you brandon? naa...i was too lazy to get a pass. i always am. and blow pops are wicked gross, we have 20 minutes of class left. what are we gonna do until then? well, theres only one thing we can do... talk about gardening... how about those azalias brandon? i dunno let's take a look....:

oooo...ahhhh.....azaleas. they are quite nice. how about that, those are quite stunning, it reminds me of a time when i was a young lad in the hills of tuscany, ahh, those were good times, i knew a girl around the corner, she loved to play ping pong, ahhh, we played until the sun came up. Ohhh, she was a sweet girl, Florence was her name, but now shes old and decrepit, and we call her Flo. Well, back to you Benis great story....and now for a picture of a faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa......bulous kid!

PAeuyraiusyt9864

from, "the book of joe" by jonathan tropper

Fri, 11 Feb 2005 01:01:24 GMT

Wayne rolls on his side to better face me. A smattering of gray ash falls from the tip of the joint and disappears into a fold in his comforter as he readjusts himself.
"You remember the old roadrunner cartoons, where the coyote would run off a cliff and keep going, until he looked down and happened to notice that he was running on nothing more than air?"
"Yeah."
"Well," he says, "I always used to wonder what would have happened if he'd never looked down. Would the air have stayed solid under his feet until he reached the other side? I think it would have, and i think we're all like that. We start heading out across this canyon, looking straight ahead at the thing that matters, but something, some fear or insecurity, makes us look down. And we see we're walking on air, and we panic, and turn around and scramble like hell to get back to solid ground. And if we just wouldn't look down, we could make it to the other side. The place where things matter."
"I understand what you're saying, but people change."
"The things that matter don't change, the distance between you and them just gets progressively bigger.

that's for tim, since he told me update today.

it's not like you KILLED someone...

Wed, 15 Dec 2004 01:59:42 GMT

precalc=laame
ms office=good, i now have an 81 and NOT a 57.
psych=suckkkkks
history=bad too.

as for the REST of the day, me, pk, tim, and garvey went to jesse's afterschool and played San Andreas, it's siiick. i'd never actually played it before, just seen people play it. but, it's intense. we went to mcdonalds after, then my mom picked me up and i got my car back! i don't remember what was wrong with it, all i know is it sucked, but now it's fine. smells like an air freshener too. then i came home, slept, drove around for like an hour and listened to "APC - Mer de Noms", i LOOOOVE that cd and i hadn't listened to it in so long. later.

swEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeT!!

this close to safety in one piece

Tue, 14 Dec 2004 02:24:01 GMT

Today was the best monday i've had all year. I woke up and for some WEIRD reason i felt great! Graphic design was sweet, except my computer fucked up for a little while and i was pissed, but then it was ok. physics was good, and french, and english was complete mayhem today. everything was out of order and ward couldn't keep the class under control until like..1:10, and it was awesome.
after school i hung with the peeks for a while, then tim called us and we picked him up, and we went to mcdonalds and then back to the peeks. we listened to smashing pumpkins, played AOE and owned with photon men, even though i failed for a little while at first cause of the stupid gilgamesh, pk then owned yellow and red. eventually i came home for my dad's birthday dinner, we get weaker and weaker every year while singing "happy birthday" for each other. it's sad. once that was over i talk to D, we tried to go to the lobster claw but it was closed, so we went to Wendy's off of 114, and it was sweet.

"hi can i help you?"
"yeah umm can i get a small frosty"
"hi..can i help you?"
"YEAH I WANT A SMALL FROSTY"

The Onion? Bob Saget?

Mon, 13 Dec 2004 02:10:30 GMT

and (sorry to keep postin) i just found THIS picture of john from february, and i laughed, and i laughed, and nearly fell to the floor. lol

Mon, 13 Dec 2004 01:27:58 GMT

i wish i knew where that was! the descrition didn't say, but it's AWESOME and i WISH i lived there

*I JUST edited this in (8:57PM) because i was looking at this picture again and it reminded of something. to all those who read "the things they carried", this picture reminds me of the part when the old guy takes the main character out to the lake on the border of canada and whatever state that was and makes him decide where he wants to go. except, i pictured the lake to be a lot bigger and less circular, more oddly shaped and maybe windy (if lakes can do that). BUT! this picture reminded me of that.

yeah, my spoon is too big.

Mon, 13 Dec 2004 00:59:43 GMT

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Haha, whatsup. So yeah like i said (or at least i thought it and maybe forgot to write it), things have been good, although i haven't written in a while. Work's pretty good, but a word of advice: never make really sugary Kool-Aid and add crushed up Pez and pop rocks, it does NOT make work go by faster and definitely won't make you feel good.
I've been playing a lot of drums lately because i haven't been scheduled on weekdays in 3 weeks, i've just had Sunday and Saturday.
I think i might be going up to canada for new years, depending on how my progress report for this term is. I think it's good enough to be able to go, but i dunno, something surprising might happen. Either way, new years is always a good time.
School is freakin FLYING by, the year is basically half over for us, and i'm done doing college shit! SVEETEN!
i slept over tims house for the first time in months last night, it was great. we watched a bunch of stuff on Dimebag, he's a WICKED cool guy. i'd only heard him play, i'd never really heard him talk and stuff. he has a sick house too.

i think that's it for now. once i start writing more, i'll write more about stuff that actually happens, since i won't have to catch up anymore.

my christmas tree smells good. seeya

That's for John, because he freakin' owned me at the LAN party with his navy.

Sat, 11 Dec 2004 20:45:44 GMT

Hey. I just realized that a lot of things can change in only a few months! I just read my last entry and most of it is false now.
Things are good anyways, maybe i'll write sometime later. For now, this:

BraNdAn0: lol
MunkyIsCool5O3: fuck
BraNdAn0: you
MunkyIsCool5O3: in
BraNdAn0: my
MunkyIsCool5O3: gangrenous
BraNdAn0: fungus-filled
MunkyIsCool5O3: maggot infested
BraNdAn0: mutilated
MunkyIsCool5O3: left
BraNdAn0: dented
MunkyIsCool5O3: slightly used
BraNdAn0: but mostly not
MunkyIsCool5O3: cracked
BraNdAn0: moist
MunkyIsCool5O3: yellow
BraNdAn0: with a hint of green
MunkyIsCool5O3: toe
BraNdAn0: GROSS!
MunkyIsCool5O3: hahahahahaha
MunkyIsCool5O3: i've never seen soo many adjectives since i was in the backseat of my chevy with meryl streep
BraNdAn0: what?!
MunkyIsCool5O3: i ment ford
BraNdAn0: WHAT?!
MunkyIsCool5O3: i haven't seen that many adjectives since i was in the backseat of my ford with meryl streep
BraNdAn0: oh
BraNdAn0: cool
BraNdAn0: well i gotta go

jesus christ rip yourself from the cross, my patience with you has been my life's greatest loss.

Mon, 20 Sep 2004 00:40:20 GMT

whatsup. i haven't written since the first day of school. my green day is alright. graphic design is amazing, i can't even write about that because it's such an insane class. physics isn't that bad...yet, material-wise. mr schack is fucking awesome, he's a cool guy and a good teacher. french fucking sucks. i fucking hate ms baumgartner, she's a bitch and is worthy of the C-word. if i could pick one person to undergo spontaneous combustion in our school, it would be her. bam gone! ummm and lastly mr wards class, he's alright so far. both summer reading tests were easy. that's enough about school.

work is alright, today and yesterday was intense though. lines up the ying-yang. i kind of like it though, because it makes the time go by faster. but then again you can't have the good without the bad. GOOD = work going by faster, getting out faster, going home sooner, mentally. more hours, hence more money. BAD = month of september and october going by fast, missing out on 2 months of the 11 months left until college, for the most part. i won't be able to hang out on halloween.

as of THIS day, i can fully walk on my formerly fucked up foot, heel and all. no more toe-stepping for me! hooray!

recently i burned a "Coheed and Cambria" CD. at first, i thought it was ok, i don't understand how he can sing that high. but i listened to it a bunch of times and i'm a fan. my "TooL" CD just skipped...i'm gonna explode. i also bought the "Reveille - Bleed The sKY" CD, it's good. i like "Laced" better though, cause bleed the sky is more the rap than the rock, and the lyrics aren't as good.

there's a Death Cab show on october 19th, i'm going. i haven't ordered tickets yet, but i'm going to by the 25th of september. if you want one, hand me 17.50 and tell me to buy one for you. don't post in this though, tell me in real life, because i probably won't check this for at least a week. it's at the avalon at 7PM. i'm not positive on the time but i'm pretty sure. it's them and some other band, Pretty Girls make Graves i think. fuck them, i'm in it for death cab.

i got my brakes fixed in my car. they don't feel 365 dollars better. what a waste.

adios.

this won't be the last you hear from me

welllll first day

Thu, 09 Sep 2004 23:46:09 GMT

right now i can't really decide if this year will be good or bad class-wise. today was good. pre-calc won't be bad i think. i like mr hoffman and i had this weird feeling while in the class, i think it was called wanting to learn, cause i actually took some notes and tried to get it, and i already did the homework for it and i understood at least 80% of it. then i had MS Office and it's exactly like my keyboarding class from last year: same kids, same seats. mrs pierce will be alright i think, i have a feeling she can be wicked bitchy though. i like the new computer network setup too. psychology i think will be wicked interesting, i don't like ms tully though, she's a huge bitch. she might try to seem nice, but she's a bastard, i can tell. 2nd lunch is so fucking short, powerblock is alright. duecy isn't bad, he's just being strict for a while. lastly, ummmm....oh yeah. civ and gov i think won't be too bad. i like dr saul, she seems like she wants you to learn and she isn't a bitch. she seems like a "let me hear your ideas, but you better be able to back them up" and i like that, and it's not in a bitchy way either. i've said bitch a lot, sorry. that's about it for my green day. i'm kind of skeptical about gold days. graphic design will be fucking awesome i can say that much. physics will be boring, i don't know anyone whos in that class..yet...french will suck, but ultimately it will help me somewhat. i hate mr ward, so i'll hate last period. sure, the people in it are great: iggy, dana, john, pk, ben, and lots others. but i hate mr ward and everything about him and his teaching. he can be fair, sure, but he's more unorganized than..i got nothing, he just is.

i don't want to write about school too much in this, so i'll try not to. although i'll have to at some points. good thing tomorrow is friday!

i'm kind of scared about work this next 2 months. i don't want to waste my weekends there, but i'm gonna have to they said. i don't want to quit though for many reasons. first, i need to pay my parents for the car they lent me money for. second, i'll need gas for this car of mine. third i need money for myself, cd's, clothes, food, all that illegal stuff, other random stuff. fourth, i don't wanna seem like a pussy cause i can't handle my job. one day i'll have to work a lot harder for 8 hours a day and 5 days a week, i might as well sackup and experience what i'm gonna be getting myself into. plus in the end i'll have an EXCELLENT reference! months of retail experience woot!

have a good day!

this won't be the last you hear from me

Sat, 04 Sep 2004 03:35:40 GMT

well...i've been to gatherings a lot lately. 2 times in 2 days, and somehow after the 52 days of not going...lanni still remembered my order. it was amazing that through all the business he's had, he remembers one order..side orders, drinks, toast, and all. sure, i got it all the time and i went nearly every day, but i didn't expect him to remember after like 2 months. i also got my car stereo today, it's amazing, i love it.

i just realized something. well actually, i've realized this many a time before, but it never really hit me until about 5 minutes ago when i read a part of charlie's entries. i guess what i'm trying to say is that no matter what, we only have so much time before everyone goes their own ways. think about it. this summer alone has gone by disgustingly fast. now, just multiply that by 4 and then next summer will be over. it's actually less than a year now that i think about it.

the point of what i'm trying to say isn't that you should live it up or whatever, that's just a waste of time. why make everything more complicated?

but you're always on time, so..........

Mon, 30 Aug 2004 16:56:07 GMT

hey. summer is ending pretty well. i started taking pictures again with these disposable cameras i keep getting. my favorite ones yet are the ones of cape cod. i went with heather and pk one afternoon a few days ago. it was awesome and i got so many good pictures. we went to 2 beaches and they were both awesome. we went for pizza and ice cream and pk slept like a log on the way up. the ride home was fun too. i love boston at night (we had to drive through it).

i got my foot cut open. that sucked. still does.

on another night we went to pk's neighbors house and had a kickass bbq. my mom gave me money for eveyrthing so that was awesome, i owe her. i would have gone swimming but i couldn't cause of my foot so i just ate a lot lol. then we just talked all night and chilled out.

i should be getting a car stereo soon. it's 70 dollars or something at circuit city and me and my dad are gonna put it in ourselves so we don't have to pay for installation stuff. school starts soon too. i'm kind of excited but i know that's just for the first day. after that i'm gonna be like "ehh....summer come back!" but now that i think of it, i want this year to come. just so that it can go really fast because in less than a year i'll be in california for a few weeks on the road trip. i'm telling you right now that no matter what, i'm going.

i just got another death cab CD. that means i have for now. i have "transatlanticism", "the photo album", "you can play these songs with chords", and i just got "we have the facts and we're voting yes". right now it's my favorite, it's more chill than jack johnson on a hot day. all the cd's are good though, just in different moods, if that makes sense at all.

i'm going somewhere tomorrow. i don't know where yet though. i want to go to hampton but that's overdone, i wanna go to cape cod but i just went. i'll decide later on, but if anybody wants to come then just let me know.

poland springs water is good.

this won't be the last you hear from me

right

Mon, 23 Aug 2004 16:05:13 GMT

well, as john pointed out in my last entry (back in may i think it was), my plan to update during the summer was complete bullshit. sorry. i guess i'm just too lazy.

this summer was alright. everything was either really cool or really bad (there was some in between stuff, but not much), so it equals itself out at alright. some good things were hampton a bunch of times, heathers camp, york/saco maine, boston, most of bens birthday party, i got a car, incubus concert, 311 concert, lots of other stuff too. i won't make a list of the bad stuff but i still can't get over the fact that carrie is not in north reading anymore. probably since it's still pretty recent. it just feels really weird. i think it's something i'll accept over time.

um, maybe i'll start updating some more. i dunno about what though!
schools coming too. i'm excited and dissapointed. excited because my schedule isn't that bad, it's my last year, and cause now i have a reason to go to gatherings all the time lol. i'm dissapointed, and maybe even a little scared, because this is our last year. and if next summer is going to end like it did 3 nights ago, i dunno what i'm gonna do. if i could stay in high school and live like this forever, as much as we think high school sucks, i would. just for the stability.

"dude time is going by so slow right now"
"don't you wish it did all times but now?"
"yep."
"me too"

Mon, 31 May 2004 23:01:11 GMT

i've decided that i'm gonna stop updating this until the last day of school. for one, i barely have any time to do it cause of school and work and shit, and secondly, that's all i'd be writing about is school and work and nobody, even i, wants to hear about that lol. so once summer comes, things will be much more interesting and i'll update every day. maybe if something cool happens before then i'll write.

there'd be no distance that could hold us back

Thu, 20 May 2004 23:13:02 GMT

yoo.

Saturday: hmmm it was a pretty interesting day. i woke up early, went to gatherings with carrie cause we both had to work pretty early. the breakfast was good, my parking job wasn't lol but whatever. work was pretty boring but funny at the same time, it went by fast enough anyways. at 5 i was out and i went to the park to meet tim, garvey, ariana, heather, and ashley. hacking as always, and very sunburned. so we went to my house for the night, went for a quick swim but it was wicked cold and so some people didn't even go in but it felt like summer to meee! then we went inside down to the basement, listened to the radio and chilled, played drums and ordered food. chicken parm is amazing and so is jimmy's. then at like..10:15 maybe we all went outside, tried to play hackysack but it was too dark and it was raining, so some people went back inside and some people stayed outside. we put on music in heathers car, dirty dancing CD to be exact lol. and so it was cool at first, and then my mom told me that the neighbors called and told her to tell us to turn it off on a count of they were trying to sleep. understandable i guess, considering it was 10:45. so we turned it off and then all of a sudden a cop comes down the street. and so he gets out of the car and he was like "WHAT are you doing" and started talking to all of us. then another cop came, talked to some other people. and then ANOTHER cop came! and they were all like ganging up on us trying to bust us for dancing in the street and stuff, i was outraged. then my mom told them it was taken care of and they left. they tried to tell ben he peed his pants cause they were wet...turns out it was just raining.

Sunday: i slept in late, got up and showered, and then i went to work from 1-6. the highlight of it was this mango smoothie carrie picked me up from expo. it was amazing because it tasted awesome, it seemed like it wasn't getting empty at all, i had the thing for 3 hours, and it was only 3 bucks. then i went home for the night. boring day.

Monday: school sucked, i can't remember if i went to gatherings or not but i'm pretty sure i did, except i don't remember how i got to school so i don't know if i did..anyways it was a green day and lurvey's class sucked, duecy's class sucked, ceramics was alright, and keyboarding was sweet. after school we went to ipswich and hacked to RATM, good stuff that is. then we went to newbs to see if the new piebald cd was out early. it wasnt, so we took some pins and left, then we went to barnes, i got cather in the rye, cause i've been dying to read it and i'm NOT letting mr ward ruin it for me by doing all this shit with it in class. then i went home and started it, i was in love.

Tuesday: school, then i went to newbury comics to get the new PIEBALD CD! it kicks SO much ass! it doesn't really sound like anything they've ever done before, i think, and that's good cause each one of their CD's is different in one way or another. then i went to work, it sucked pretty much, cept for like the last 2 hours, where i didn't really do anything. then i came home, listened to piebald and stuff, then went to sleep.

Wednesday: another green day, it was good though. it was hump day so i went to gatherings. pk met me there, and ben came late but he was gonna be late for school so we left when he got there. lurvey, sucked. duecy sucked. ceramics was fun but ben wasn't there. i got my final project all set up though. in keyboarding we played the review game, got candy, score. after school i got my car and drove around garvey, tim, and ashley. we got free bagels from finagle while pk was there, only they were poppy seeded, and pk didn't give them to us. then, the most ultimate thing happened. me and garvey were still hungry so the 4 of us went to burger king. as we were walking in, an old couple were walking out. we held the doors for them and then all of a sudden the old lady said thank you, it was nice enough. then she kept going on about how we should cherish the things we were born with like our knees and our colons and stuff. she then proceeded to tell us how both her knees were fake, causing her to not be as fast as she used to be. then she got colon cancer and they cut her stomach open and took out half her colon. then, she fell down a handycap ramp and got blood clots in her head and didnt think she was gonna live but she did anyways. and then she laughed kind of and told us to cherish our knees and stuff and our heads and at this point garvey is cracking up, tims laughing in his cup so it's not obvious, and so i started to smirk and then she left and we caused the biggest laughing scene burger king has ever seen. we were on the floor, literally. it was so great lol. it probably would have been funnier if you were there but i loved it. then we ate and left and i drove them home and came home, slept, listened to music and then finished the cather in the rye, it's one of my favorite books now, i absolutely loved it. if only life was like that now though, i'd have so much fun. then i went online, then to sleep.

Today: right to school. did my journal entried to ward in collage, sweet. finished "a beautiful mind" in chem, cause the sophomores arent there so we watched a movie the last 2 classes. i fucking love this movie, i never really paid mind to it before but now that i actually watched it i liked it. in history we did nothing, and wards class sucked as always. he ruined the great gatsby for me, i could have liked it, but i have no motivation to actually read it. after school i chilled with everyone for a while, hackin it up, and then with pk for a while, went to 7-11 and then he dropped me off. i went to pick up my check and then i went to the bank, put it in, and then went to ipswich where pk, tim, garvey, ariana, and iggy were and it was funny. we talk about the weirdest shit sometimes i swear to god. we then went to wakefield and took pictures of pk humping cars (soon to be in my journal, once i'm not too lazy to put it in my computer) and then went to dunkin donuts, and now i'm home. doing nothing, i think i plan to sleep though. adios! much love

i'm excited for this weekend. on friday i have work and then i'm doing something. on saturday i have day work and then i'm chilling with ben and maybe joining everyone else wherever they are at night, and then sunday i dunno yet.
im also excited for incubus. i haven't really talked to collyn in a while and she's the one i'm going with cause nobody else wants to join us, i kinda feel bad. post in my journal! you always do!
and..most importantly, i want summer to come so badly. i don't even have to be doing anything as long as it's here. i love it.
and lastly, i've really been listening to death cab for cutie, i'm burning copies for collyn (since you asked me) and whoever else wants one, cause they are damn good. you've heard them, i know you have, from the passenger seat, as you are driving..me home..

Sat, 15 May 2004 04:21:45 GMT

Get to know the REAL you by crash_and_burn
Your Name
You Are A:	Dreamer
Your Favorite Band/Song	Aerosmith - Walk This Way
You Like To Read:	Non-fiction novels
You Firmly Believe In:	Nudity
Everyone Thinks You Are:	The coolest person in history
You Were Conceived:	On the 30-yard line
You Will Marry:	A street-corner pimp

Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

stolen from ben goodwin.

i don't feel like writing right now, just adding that. i'll write later..maybe sunday. i love you. congrats to ben by the way, student council.

yo

Fri, 14 May 2004 00:38:41 GMT

i haven't written in over a week lol and so much has happened.

Last Wednesday and Thursday: i'm combining these cause i don't remember much from each to make them their own section, but i do remember wednesday was a half day, i picked up my tux and me and tim got MEGA JUGS from KFC, the biggest drink in the world lol. we hacked a lot too. thursday nothing really happened i think.

Friday and saturday (might as well be one day): the day went by so incredibly slow cause of prom being that night and everything. school sucked, i didn't do anything, and then after school i hacked for a little bit at the high school and then ben drove me home. i showered, got all dressed up and stuff and waited for a while cause i was all set at like...4:30 lol, and then i picked up heather and we went to lynsey's for pictures, everyone was there. everyone looked so damn hot. oh and might i add, corsages are the easiest thing to put on! i never looked at one before and i was thinking it was like wicked hard to put on and i was gonna ruin it but it's just velcro haha. anyways, after pictures we left for the hillview. we got there and everyone met up inside and then lined up for the march which really wasn't as long as it was built up to be. then we got back inside and had some food, talked to everyone, and after that it really went by wicked fast i thought. like, we got pictures done pretty early i thought and we got out and it turned out to be like 9:45 and then we danced a little and went back for a group photo and when we came out everyone was gone and then it ended. we stayed till the end lol. after that we came to my house, there weren't that many people, just the right amount. we had chinese food and pizza and stuff and then we just went to the basement. SOME people were out like lights but i was up till like 4:30, which by that time, i was going nuts. the night was so funny tho, gigglen alone was hilarious. and i twitched while i was sleeping which i thought was weird lol. then we woke up at like 8, ALL at the same time for some reason, had some breakfast and sat around, and then everyone left and i cleaned a little and then took a shower and went right back out. i picked up tim, ariana, and heather and first me and tim dropped off our tuxes at mens warehouse, and then went to Wakefield lake. i've fallen in love with this place, it's 2nd under ipswich. i could go there any time and chill, even if i was just by myself. but yeah we got some food, saw the guy with the nose haha, and then hacked it up for a looong time, then got tired and layed down. we left, went to newbs and i got the "Incubus - S.C.I.E.N.C.E." CD, which is not was i expected, it's BETTER than i what i thought. i figured that because it was early stuff it would suck. and i got some pins. then we left, got some drinks and stuff and went to ariana's for the night and watched TWO movies: monsters INC and James and the Giant Peach, both excellent, i had an awesome time. then i went home and slept the night away.

Sunday: sunday sucked, i had work from 9:30 to 6 and i really didn't feel like being there, but i got my mom balloons and a card that said "YOU'RE 3?!" with bob the builder on it as a joke lol.

Monday and Tuesday and Wednesday: both school, both suck, but on tuesday i had work which wasn't that bad cause it went by wicked fast. i ended up being late though and i was surprised nobody really cared that much. i played with the hover disc a lot, the thing kicks ass. wednesday lurvey called my house and i was grounded all day, i'm pissed off.

Today: i went to gatherings in the morning, had an excellent breakfast and then i went to school. before school i saw gigglen for the first time in 4 days, we bought gum. then we went to school, it sucked. after school we hacked as usual lol, then we went to 7-11 and then pk drove me home. when i got home i went out to pick up my check and saw heather and collyn at the end of my street running, word. then i got my check, went to newbs and got 2 CD's: "At The Drive In - In/Casino/Out", and "Rage Against The Machine - The Battle of Los Angeles". both are AWESOME! ATDI expecially, i like it better than relationship of command, thanks to tim for recommending it and playing it in my car. after that i got gas, then i picked up some food from Kitty's. now i'm home, i ate, i slept, and now i'm writing in this for the first time in what...9 days? and no new pictures yet! sorry, my mom still has my camera!

at least tomorrow's friday. thanks if you read all that lol, and thanks if you didn't. much love

yo

Wed, 05 May 2004 01:40:59 GMT

well, lately, i've been feelin real good. this is my day

i woke up feeling pretty tired but that was expected. went to school, in collage i worked on my "window to the soul" project, i think it's coming along pretty well. the back of it is finished, the front is the hardest part i think. in chem we took a quiz and then the juniors and seniors went to a SADD assembly. we watched a movie, it was pretty good i thought. the music was awesome haha, rock to weezer. but the stories were good too..the kid running down the hall was awesome too. after that i went to history, we did worksheets as always, listened to elivs who really sucks by the way lol. in powerblock we listened to metallica. i like powerblock, she always lets us use the stereo, and jesse ALWAYS gets to pick so it's always good. last time it was sublime, rawk. in english my and iggy worked on our group open book test, i think it's good so far. he's a good answer writer.

after school i went right home and got the car and went to work, which was actually pretty good because i was doing a project most of the time which i love to do. then i cut a bunch of boxes up and put them out back, cleaned up the store and then left, went to the north shore mall and got umi with ariayna which is always good at first, and then it gets reaaaallly gross after a while lol. then i left and came home, burned the CD's ashley gave me today, which was two cursive CD's: "the ugly organ" and "burst and bloom", which was in the wrong case but what do i mind lol. so far i've only listened to the first nine track of "the ugly organ" but so far i absolutely love it. it isn't what i expected but it's still good. lately i've been craving new music, and surprisingly i've gotten what i've wanted. i dunno if that's good though..maybe i won't appreciate it as much now. but the postal service CD, death dab for cutie CD, and this cursive CD are all WICKED good and i'm starting to get into them. i feel bad that i forgot the Modest Mouse CD for ashley though, sorry, you remembered yours. i'll bring it tomorrow (being cinco de mayo and all). danke

so this is the new year

Tue, 04 May 2004 03:07:40 GMT

hmm

Friday: a gold day! rawk. i had collage, history, chem, and english, all of which were fairly boring and sucky. after school i had work from 4-9. it was alright, much to do, including organizing a SHITload of balloon orders for the next day, since there was so many. afterwards me, carrie, and katie went to quiznos and i introduced them to their subs, i'm pretty sure they liked it...alot...after that i met everyone at 7-11 i'm pretty sure and we chilled there for a awhile and then i went home and got a good nights sleep.

Saturday: woke up at 6:50 and took the quickest shower of my life and then went to carries, picker her up, went to gatherings for the 3rd time that week. it was wicked good, and i think the guy is starting to get to know us so he keeps making jokes at us. and the check was like..7.00 bucks for 2 people, i'm still amazed by that. anyways then we left for work, realized we were WICKED early so we took a long way, one of the ways i usually go. theres 3 exits i get off at, depending on how early i am. i took the 2nd closest one this time. then we got there, started on our balloon orders, and we ended up doing that ALL day, we didn't do anything else. and, i admit, this day 9-4 i had a shitload of fun. i dressed up like no other and i <3 balloons, i must have listened to "follow the leader" (not the KoRn cd) at least 5 times. so then we left, took a dozen balloons with us, and met everyone down at the park. we had a ton of fun with helium haha. then we hacked for a long time, it's the greatest pastime ever. eventually we moved to stop and shop, got food, and cooked out at carrie's house, and then went to ashley's, which was wicked fun i thought! lets just say my eyes were beautiful, and we tried to hack but failed cause of the dark, layed in the street and chilled in a van. i left at 11:20 about and came home and went to sleep.

Sunday: slept till 11, went to lunch with ben which was sweet, quiznos virgin he is, and i think he liked it too. then i went to work til 6 which was fun. after work i went to baja fresh with garvey and tim meeting pk and heather. we talked for a while and then went outside and hacked for a bit, more like an hour but whatever. then i raced home and was home by 9, listened to music and talked online and then prepared for the school weak. yes, spelled like that.

Today: green days blow. i can't take lurvey anymore, i need to go to breakfast for the rest of her classes. in duecys class we presented and then chilled, in ceramics i finished my piggy bank! i've decided what i'm gonna do with it when it's done, i'm gonna be so proud of it i can tell. the glaze is amazing! and in keyboarding we drew pictures. most important of all, it was DANA'S BIRTHDAY!! Rock on dood!
then i went home, met the girls at the mall accidentally, since i was going to quiznos anyways. then i ate, went to work which was a fun fun night. closing with sonel kicks ass. and the swan is weird ass shit...and of course i took home my vest. after work i went to newbury comics to give a new CD another shot. i called ashley this time and let me tell you, i was not let down at all. i picked up the CD of a band i'd never heard of, "death cab for cutie". i was a liiiittle hesitant but ashley's never let me down so i bought it, and it's EXACTLY what i was looking for. chill chill stuff, im still listening to it. gotta go, peece out

it may seem like a stretch, but it's thoughts like this that stretch

Fri, 30 Apr 2004 01:29:38 GMT

Tuesday: hmm school was alright. lurvey was boring as hell, duecy's class was alright cause we watched movies and stuff, smitty didn't fire my piggy bank :( i want that so bad. it's gonna be kick ass. in diezmanns class i just typed away and made jim laugh histerically, until he screamed.
after school i had detention, weak. then i went to ryers with ashley and tim and pk, had snapple, read a book, thought it was summer, but then realized i had to go to the library to do a project, so i went home, got my sublime CD and drove around and went to the library. we finished our powerpoint thing, excellent. there was a sun shower i thought was amazing. after i went home i didn't do anything really.

Wednesday: gold days kick so much ass lol. collage was easy, we're already on the last project of the year (and i remember the first class still...i swear, it's not the end of the year yet), in chem i took notes, in history we listened to LIVIN IN AMERICA!! GREATEST SONG EVER! hahha. and in wards class i almost peed my pants. i had to work, it was fun though i guess..

Today: took school off and had a pretty good day. i went to gatherings with tim, garvey, heather, ben, mat, annie, iggy, ariana, erica, ryan, chris, and allie and we all went to the college fair in boston. i love trains and all that stuff to actually get to where you're going. the fair itself was interesting. i realized how hard it is to actually get into a decent college, my grades are at minimums of everything lol. so after, we went back to Downtown Crossing which is really fun, went to Wendy's and had a great meal. this is where the bad news comes in lol: it turns out that all our cars got towed, 95bucks a piece to get back. so we were pissed, we took the trains back to where the cars were and sat for a while, then iggy and chris's mom picked us up and drove everyone to where they needed to be. they dropped me, heather, and tim off at the park on this wicked beautiful 80 degree day, and we met up with ioanis, sousa, and chris who were just chillin on the grass. fun times dood. then they left, ben came and left, garvey came and stayed. we chilled some more, then went to ryers in search of porch, bought some and then went to the clearing and the train bridge and talked for a long time, til about 6:30, then garvey drove me home.
after that i got pissed at my mom so i went to party city to get my paycheck, then i put it away and took 40 out, went to newbury comics. now, on monday i also went there and they were playing this band called "the postal service" in the background, so i listened and really liked it and i asked the guy who took my money who it was and he told me and since then i fell in love, so today at newbs i bought their CD, "Give Up". i listened to it the whole way home, i took the long way to make sure i heard the whole thing. i'm not gonna say anythig about this CD yet, i want you to listen to it. if you want a copy, i would be MORE than happy to burn it for you, i have CD's and i want anyone to hear this CD. it's insanely good, i couldn't hold back from saying nothing. it's chill, not like heavy or poppy at all, it's all on keyboards and computers except for some guitars and drums, let me burn it for you. thanks for reading adios

if you want to, download "the postal service - such great heights". if you don't like it a little bit, i'll lick the ground or something

"it may seem like a stretch, but it's thoughts like this that catch my troubled head, when you're away, when i am missing you to death, when you are out there on the road for several weeks of shows and when you scan the radio, i hope this song will guide you home. they will see us waving from such great hieghts. "come down now" they'll say, but everything looks so perfect from far away. "come down now" but we'll stay...i tried my best to leave this all on your machine but the persistent beat it sounded thin upon listening, and that frankly would not fly. you will hear the shrillest highs and the lowest lows with the windows down when this is guiding you home.."